Hello. Half past midnight, the sound of cars from a highway somewhere out there. No, I'm not where I normally am. I'm not in my habitat. Currently sitting in a study room, on a couch feeling pretty tired but I'm calm and relaxed. Feeling less angry or depressed than I normally am. I think it's the Soap & Glory, I don't know. So I've been here for hours trying to get paperwork done while I hear mahjong pieces being thrown violently on a wooden table from downstairs. Mahjong seems like a very aggressive yet not very aggressive game. I've tried it once or twice but my mind is far too slow for it. I'm pretty contented in this tiny room. I like it honestly compare to my ever so cluttered bedroom which I don't even sleep in for goodness sake! Well st least it's 'decorated' in a way. Though I wished I hadn't painted my wall purple though it is a fun colour. Hmmm.... what to say what to say... This reminds me I have to text someone, hold on right there... (This is what happens when I'm thinking...)
And so now I have plans at 10am and I'm not even asleep yet. Good greif. (I tend to speak like an old English lady when I'm blogging I don't know why... maybe its just me) So I'm trying to start over during this holiday turn over a new leaf but it doesn't seem to be happening. My thoughts always get the best of me and I get sad all the time especially when I'm looking at people with their oh so perfect lives not having to struggle a day in their lives for anything, and others that just go on with their lives not knowing of my existence in theirs but there are some along the way that brighten up my day (no I never forget them). I'm trying to look on the brighter side of things, trying to let go of the grudges that I hold towards the countless people I've crossed paths with. Some even being the ones who are the closest to me in fact. Well enough about that, I shall talk about my new little obsession!!!! Well not much of an obsession I think of it as a mere phase. Well I went to the movies yesterday (couple seats are amazing! they comfy as heck!) and I watched Wolverine. My mother's friend took me and she picked the movie. This wasn't the normal kind of movie I'd watch considering the fact that I hate movies and the only movies I watch are either chick flicks or romantic comedies. So Wolverine was a first and it was AMAZING! I kinda had got hooked on this character Yukio which was like a spunky sidekick for Wolverine and she was all cool with her red hair and samurai sword. She was just so cool! Like seriously YOU HAVE TO WATCH THE MOVIE! YOU JUST HAVE TO!KDJBFKSJDBFKJDBFKJDBFKJDBKJSDB yes...... Okay I think I'm done for tonight getting sleepy... might just fall asleep here... Night.
Jane.
