Slacking

So, I planned out my week on what I should study and my time and everything and so far today was a bust. Procrastination got the best of me but hey! At least I got to complete a beautiful wall ornament/bunting  which has been used to add a little spice to my once plain and mundane wall. Well I got the template from a wedding website called Ruffled. It has super cool wedding ideas for well, your wedding with loads of DIY stuff and things like that. (I will put the link at the end) Anyways, I think that's all from me today. Will post more when I have more inspiration and will definitely post a step by step tutorial on how I made it! I apologize for the lack of flowery words and sentences as I think I may possibly be having writer's block.

Jane.

Link for the bunting template: http://ruffledblog.com/printable-alphabet-bunting/

PS: Sorry for poor image quality, used my netbook to take the photo and it's not the best. My iPad has been confiscated and I don't have a phone with a cool camera so this will have to do.

"Oh little one, I have done all that you have done or shall do. Thought of all you have thought or shall think. I am all knowing. I am Michelle." ~ Michelle (Bunheads)

Bear with me

Today was definitely a day for thinking, thinking a lot. Hoping, wondering and so forth. Feeling as if I've done someone wrong, feeling as if I've wasted a perfectly good day on non other then blogging on Tumblr. I honestly loathe myself for doing so. It brings me much bitterness that I tell myself several times not to but I always end up, sitting sloppily on my green chair writing, reblogging or editing my blogs template or layout. It annoys me honestly. Look at me! Even as I'm ranting about this I am BLOGGING! I feel utterly displeased and disappointed in myself. I just want to give myself a big gigantic slap in the face hoping that I'll wake up. My life has gotten very low now hasn't it?

Jane.

Awakened

The Sun glaring through the window as I type on my keyboard. A fan turning at moderate speed and the sound of my house helper talking to the lady who house is behind mine. I am honestly not in a good state to make a blog post but what else shall I do? I should be on my way to take a shower or at least completing my mountain of homework or searching for my lost books. But no. I'm here just sitting lazily under a fan writing a blog that is going absolutely no where.

Mouth dry, nose blocked, eyes weary, brain empty. What shall I say, what shall I say. I really have no idea what to write about honestly. My day has been mundane and my life has been the same as well. The only thing that I can think about is the fact that my back is hurting. I hate it. It makes me feel old and useless. It doesn't hurt too bad though the ache comes and goes, it annoys me ever so much.

Jane.

PS: I've two tumblr accounts if you care to check them out one is my personal account: http://janemenn.tumblr.com/ and one for my art: http://janemennsart.tumblr.com/