Having another 15 minutes of the world wide web before I adjourn to my study desk and sink my head into a Chemistry reference book. Sitting on my plush bed with its blue sheets and girly flowers, ad my orange feather earrings swish around to the artificial breeze as my my ceiling fan spins vigorously. Though not much is in my mind except a few things, nothing I can disclose over the Internet. I have nothing much to say about my very mundane life. Life has been relatively good with chat groups and what not. I enjoy the company of people. Just the quality time with chats about absolutely nothing but it makes you feel like you're apart of something. It is definite that there are different groups of people at school and I find it ever so amusing how individually, people can be so much more different as compared to when they are together with their pack. They seem more together, more attached to each other. It's an absolutely lovely sight though when you jump in to the 'pack' it seems ad if you're not supposed to be there. It's as if you're an unfit puzzle piece. I'm not implying anything. It's just that this is what I notice and this is what I can infer from the situations I see at school. Though I do have a group of friends, I mix very well with, and they're always there for me, having my back and all that stuff but I find myself a little nomadic. I like to shift and spread out, so to say. Immersing myself in different groups of people just to observe how they are, their behaviour. It is somewhat like a scientist observing primitive life. I mean I don't mix with people on purpose just to observe them like science experiments.I just do because when there is a given time where somebody is not there or busy, I don't like feeling alone. It's not something I just do for fun. I genuinely like the company of people. It makes you feel all warm and fuzzy inside like a big fat plush toy. I have around 3 more minutes, so, I'm going to end it here. Till then, sayonara.
Jane.
Hello Jane! This is the first time I'm actually viewing your blog. Love some of the things you share here, it inspires. It wonders me, you always say that you don't get any comments here so I thought maybe I'll start off. From reading certain of your blog posts I've come to know that you are always disappointed in how life is treating you, how tiring everything seems to be and how unfair the world may seem but let me tell you, I find your blog extremely relatable, I'm a teenager as well so I really understand how you feel. I just want to tell you this, when life is dragging you back with difficulties, just imagine that it's going to launch you into something great, just like how an arrow can only be shot if you pull it backwards. You are an amazing person, I hope you know that. I do, and I'm not just saying that. We literally go to the same school together.
ReplyDeleteI can't believe I just saw this. I have a comment omg!!!!!! Nice to know my blog has inspire in some way or another. I have a hunch on who you are but I'm not too certain. Thank you for the nice comforting comment though. I really appreciate it! My blog is a literal rant site hahaa..
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