The now.

Well, after the whole, I wanna punch a wall drama scene, my emotions mellowed down and I decided to counter my emotions with a more subtle approach, with thoughts that my negativity would only drive more and more people out of my life. Well yes I am being an extreme cliche and a little overly dramatic but I decided to close my eyes and put my hands together and pray. It's been long since I've been able to feel comforted and consoled and finally I regained a tiny bit of positivity last night. This probably isn't one of my usual posts but I for once actually can say that I feel a little more happy, like a tiny bit of my burden has been lifted off my shoulders. 

Jane.