So, life's been a little hectic and I'm not to cope well with it.
Easy to freak and with mass amount of impulsive rage, I'm not one to
think before I act when in a state of distress. Well recently the reign
of the school's queen ended and we had a whole big farewell party for
her with performances fit for royalty. No surprise that I was put in
charge with music. During big events like this the teachers put the
responsibility on us students to be perfect as ever, failure is not an
option. However I am definitely not the depiction
of perfect and I clearly am a flawed little jigsaw piece that's cut at
the edges so I won't fit into any frigging jigsaw puzzle (cliche).
So, I screwed up bad with the whole thing admitting that I was wrong
for not being extra careful with the sound check. Well what is done is
done and I clearly can't do anything to turn back time. If I could would
but I can't. Unfortunately I still feel that closure has yet to be
found, after being 'talked to' by one of the teachers in charge of one
of the farewell performances. So, I suppose the next thing I should do
is awkwardly apologize and run away. Well. venting done, life goes on
and laundry has to be done. Au revoir.
Jane.
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